So I know I haven't posted in week. Between a new job, and a couple of new responsibilities, and some big events; my blogging has gone by the wayside. However today's post is about that moment when you really don't know which way is the right way. When none of your decisions seem to make sense and your heart and head refuse to agree.
There are a couple of parts of my life that I tend to keep private. That I want to keep to myself due to either embarrassment, low confidence, or udder confusion.
Recently I have no idea what I want to do. Should do. Should I go for my Mechanical Engineering degree first or should I go to my Auto Mechanic' certification? I have no idea where I should direct my life, and I'm terrified of failure. I'd be permanently horrified if I ever woke up one morning and my life still wasn't on track.
I feel like I have a need to appease everyone around me, as if I need their approval. I want to get over that more than anyone can imagine. To be able to do the things I want without looking back. That was my goal when this year started. I have yet to get there but I will. I have to.
I'm going to start little by little. I'm going to start inward and work my way out.
I recently downloaded the Nike+ Running app. You can find it at Google Play here and Itunes app store here. Add me at MuvementA on the app. I would love to run with you guys.
Till next time (^_^)
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